Don't Expect Me To Be Happy For You

Saturday, October 10, 2009

I don't know how to speak for anyone but myself. You see darling there is nothing I can say that will save you anyways.
I'll scream loud at the top of my lungs tonight,
'Cause you know you will always be my light, Shooting stars could never be this bright
Do you know you will always be my light?

Screaming out your name, I'm not used to this, there's no turning back, there's no going home.

I won't breathe until you just tell me everything is alright,
I am not scared of losing this,
I'm afraid of losing you,
I'm sorry that this will not end,
But I can't find the strength to speak,
'cause on the calender of your events I'm last week...

Keep your eyes closed and we'll make it through another day alive, but if we sit here thinking we are just wasting precious time.
So insted of thinking that were dead lets take apart what we have left,
Lay it out in front of us and take the things that we don't trust...

Screaming out your name, I'm not used to this, there's no turning back, there's no going home...

I wont breath until you just tell me everything's alright,
I'm not scared of losing this
I'm afraid of losing you
I'm sorry that this will not end
But I can't find the strength to speak
'Cause on the calender of your events
I'm last week...

I don't know how to speak for anyone but myself. You see darling there is nothing I can say that will save you anyways.

I wont breath until you tell me everything is alright,
I'm not scared of losing this
I'm afraid of losing you
I'm sorry this will not end
But I can't find the strength to speak cuz on the calender of your events
I'm last week...

Darling there's nothing I can say that'll save you anyways.

Labels: I'm Afraid Of Losing You

what we could have been, 3:38 AM.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

You look like you’re letting go
I know that you won’t call on me
You look like you’re letting go
I know what my instincts are telling me
And you’re fading out
It’s so hard without you
This wasn’t my fault

Sometimes it feels like home
So safe in the shade
But when the summer fades
There’s always something missing
And now that I’m on my own
I know why you just
Just couldn’t stop
And why you had to leave
It’s so hard, without you
This wasn’t my fault

I never imagined I would feel so lost
I never imagined it would be so hard

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
This is all that I remember before you changed
You’re stuck in the dream with next to nothing
I’m all alone and nothings what it seems
Without you next to me

Labels: "Nothing Is What It Seems (Without You)"

what we could have been, 3:07 AM.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Finally. :')

Syukur Alhamdulillah.

I'm deeply in love with my girlfriend.. (",) [Wink*]

I love love love you, Siti Al-Wadiatul! :D

You are my everything...~

Labels: 24/9/09

what we could have been, 11:43 AM.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Morning people! :)

Selamat berpuasa to all muslims and and.. Today is the last day of ramadhan. Weehoo..

Apehal lah with Brunei ni? Every year since.. Ntah idk when. Nda pernah nampak lgi bulannya.. When come to raya or puasa. Something wrong with the teropong kali!? Lol.
I still love you, NBD. Negara tercintaku, di mana ku berpijak! I will stand for your rights. Hahaha. Apakan. Shitty talks happen*

Indonesia and malaysia akan menyambut hari lebaran tomorrow. Bestnyer~
Sedih nyamu ku mendangar takbir raya ni. Wee..

Raya-raya-raya.. Means "KACHINGSS" to me. Lol. And also where I and my friends can crash and burns my friends friends house. Hahaha. Banyak bah kawan si nazmi ni. Macam last year we crash houses yg mostlynya my friend punya rumah. Haha. N the best part is yg kmi crash ni its a chickas chickos chickus chickes msuk jua cicaks house lah. Haha. Crap crap.

This year im not sure. Crash kah nda ah. Malas bh rasanya. Maybe yg rapat sja kali d crash taun ni. Hehe. :)

Oww.. I need help. Anyone or anywho please help me bersihkan my room. Haha. Malas wah aku. Ni masih berselerak ah. Tdi bru clean beranda, the windows n habuks2 bru. Damn my room is ugly. Hahaha. Mess like fuck. Hahahaha. Diam.

Humm.. School! Seminggu lagi. Duhh.. All the assignments not yet done. Haha. Pak pak sit. Please give us an extra week lgi for cuti. Nyeh.. A wish that will not come true.

School reopen -> handing works -> study -> test -> study -> revise ->>> exam.

OH MY! SUPER DUPER NOT READY FOR IT. Hmmm..

Can't wait for tonight! Lets have the war of the badils. Haha. Pi ku tanto kalah lah. Nda duit kn bli badil yg mahal2. Wuu..

So yes yes.. I'll stop now.

N lets end with..

" SELAMAT HARI RAYA! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN EVERYONE. MAAFKANLAH SAYA KALAU-KALAU SAYA ADA SALAH. Hehehe. I LOVE YOU PEOPLE. "

what we could have been, 2:05 PM.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Biar...?

" Melihatkan dirimu
Buatku slalu tertunggu
Niat di hati tuk miliki dirimu

Takkan pernah ku rasa
Btapa indahnya cinta
Walau ianya x seperti yg ku rasa

Bagai bintang di langit
Berkelipan harian
Sentiasa cerah, cantik, indah menawan

Tiada lain yg ku pinta
Cuma untuk ku bersamamu
Agar hidup ini slalunya indah

Biar...
Jgn biarkan
Ia terlepas
Kerna semuanya x perlu dikesal

Biar...
Jgn biarkan
Ianya pergi
Kerna semuanya takkan kembali.. "

Labels: Kerna kau selalu di khayalanku..

what we could have been, 3:27 AM.

Friday, May 1, 2009

First design by Me. =D "kambang ku ee..~" LOL!
Thanks to Hudri and Turin sal testing doing printing arah one shop yang ada di Lumut ani. Coz if bida usulnya.. nda kmi jadi buat. Dorang test buat for both male and female. Then..
The result was very-very satisfying! "luruskah ejaanku atu?"
Heee.. the shop charge $26 for each T + Printing.
Maybe we'll start the business if all sudah comfirm.
But the T's maybe LIMITED only for awhile. =]

Hope you all like it.. Its simple but I like. Haha.

- Male -